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Outer Space Friends

by DartAjax

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filling space in my life and time somehow I can find my way for now I have to wait walking alone and I'm standing far away from everyone I'm walking alone remembering these days I can find my way for now I have to wait walking alone standing far away from everyone in these crazy days I am walking alone
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Why Not? 02:32
I wish that I could be oblivious and never have to hear anything at all too much levitating as we try to hide it won't work I wish there was a sign shielding myself I can try still I have to ask why not? why not? the shortest distance is a straight line I wish it was farther to my mind why not? why not?
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I did everything I could to break the rules now everything we fear is coming true inject the bleach to kill the virus and then I drink too much to kill the pain to make it go away to make it go away to make it go away we think that we are so smart but we don't even know where to start to make it go away to make it go away to make it go away doing what we do may not be enough I kick myself I'm not so tough if the end justifies the means we will spin our wheels to do what we need to make it go away to make it go away to make it go away inject the bleach to kill the virus and then I drink too much to kill the pain to make it go away
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I am seeing something seem so far away to me when I go looking all I know is before the vision there was a dream above the photo that was never there and never seen do you remember this? do you remember that? what if what I'm seeing isn't real at all? I'm looking for something a better state of mind to be where I am right now but I know before the vision there was a dream above the photo that was never there and never seen do you remember this? do you remember that? do you remember anything from far away? before the vision I have never seen you are
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Over Me 01:59
It's nice to believe we're in control everything is over me over me I try to believe a little at a time it is over me over me I can see here on the ground it's far above I like to fantasize that everything will be as it was or will be again It's nice to believe we have control but we don't no not at all I can see a different time anytime other than this one on the ground we see what's going on it's far above it's nice to believe we're in control everything is over me over me larger than life weirder than death over me
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I want the sun to shine and then I want it to rain I want to know I'm alive but I don't want to feel the pain I want to sleep in my bed I need everything but I swear it's not a lot can't have it both ways we wonder why not it's open and shut case can't have it both ways
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the moon and the stars always disappear they should know we need them here I can take the sun as it drifts away I can see it in my dreams the future is farther than ever right now that's how it seems to me the comets and asteroids I can't see but I believe they are here with us to entertain us or leave us be galaxies nebulas they are all our friends outer space friends outer space friends of ours outer space friends outer space friends they are our friends they don't hurt us outer space friends maybe they can help us instead outer space friends outer space friends of ours
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I answered the phone today the red one down the hall I heard a voice of a certain demon we all know he says to me on the call that virus is from hell and I should know it but I didn't bring it here with me virus from hell let me destroy it the universe is all of ours and I want to join the team you see I'm not invested in any of your medicines it's not up to me to decide who lives or who dies science and technology not enough for me not a part of ancient history I want to join your team only to defeat the virus from hell virus from hell your earthly religions may not do it to defeat this devil you're getting to know this virus is from hell and I should know it but I didn't bring it here with me to kill and ruin you virus from hell let me destroy it the universe is all of ours and I want to join the team to defeat the virus from hell the virus from hell
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floating above flying around trying to find a life on the ground that I want to see eventually the future surrounds with confusion on the next thing that's more than I can say it's all I can do to get out of my cave sending my signal far above to the antenna no reception anywhere at all signal receiving all the sound is bouncing around sending me back into hiding again the future surrounds us with confusion and even more confusion reigns on the next thing that's more than I can say it's all I can do to get out of my cave don't want to see anyone I trust no one but I have to to get out or my cave
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Trouble 02:03
trouble ahead there was trouble in the past and there will be trouble when we're dead we can see it everywhere trouble not hard to find wish we could leave you behind you can hide from us for a while trouble again trouble ahead leave us for a while trouble behind trouble ahead trouble all the time trouble
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I find myself welcoming the symphony of the boat sailing through the garden with you onboard delirious with power elaborate and raw flooding the highway deeper by the hour storm goddess how we've missed you a vision in blue where are you? we have a weakness for your rainy dream the gift of water please return to us elaborate and raw flooding the highway deeper by the hour storm goddess how we've missed you a vision in blue where are you?
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wouldn't it be nice to get back to a normal life? wouldn't it be nice if we could all start over? wouldn't it be nice to get back to a normal life? I won't mind to get back to a normal life a normal life
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I look around and I see shadows I wonder what was left behind a ghost or a spirit something floating was it all in my mind? feelings with no reason fail to find anything feels strange to sense a presence and find nothing visibly all I want is to know what it is and why it won't let me go visiting a strange house a spirit keeps clanging around feeling frightened maybe it will help me to get a grip on what is happening right now all I want is to know what it is and why it won't let me go
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hearing things every day I don't want to know about but I have to either way all these times questioning my mind can't you see the enemy is me and you getting answers to questions I don't ask always hearing too much always in the line of fire where we are is so surreal I can't complain to be alive all these times questioning my mind can't you see the enemy is me and you getting answers to questions I don't ask always hearing too much hearing things every day I don't want to know about
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imagine a place we could hide away I can see it as well as we hide away we will see it through no matter what we do we will see it through I can see it's not far away but it seems so distant in my mind we will see it through we will see it through
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So It Goes 02:34
I never thought I'd see time stand still I could live a hundred years but I doubt I will everything seems frozen as the days go by life is a circle so it goes so it goes all the birds that can should fly away because they can no need to stay no need at all so it goes so they go I know I wish I could fly as well fly away far away so it goes so it goes don't we all know we all know so it goes I'd never thought I'd see time stand still
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free your mind and your mind will follow you home I try to take mine everywhere sometimes it needs to roam let it off the leash once in a while it'll find its way home my mind likes to run away there's no hurry free your mind and your mind will follow you home I try to take mine everywhere free your mind and your mind will follow
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Intensity 03:25
I think of all the ways I've tried so hard and all the same it works I kick myself why do I get so hurt when things don't work out intensity get away from me intensity let me go I need a new reality maybe you can teach me I tie myself in knots for all to see the twisted ruins of my mind I ask myself why I can't let go and why this has to be intensity get away from me intensity let me go I can't see any other way these days it seems I tell myself this is not so there is no way that this can be I look around and avoid everything what am I trying not to see? all the intensity

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released May 1, 2020

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DartAjax San Francisco, California

DartAjax represents the solo recorded output of David Leonard, of San Francisco, CA. He (me) has played drums in a number of bands and still does. He plays all the instruments in the DartAjax stuff (usually drums, bass, guitar, and vocals). He wrote and recorded all of these songs on his own. ... more

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