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Loud But Not Too Loud

by DartAjax

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there is a place behind the sun I have been there and so have you It's hot sometimes and then it is not we can melt and freeze the same day if you think I know what's coming up ahead I can see without believing instead blowing my mind every time it's tiring and I'm tiring as well we won't believe anything if every word is a lie like any sympathetic entity I know of some people who should just go to hell there's something missing we don't know what it is there's something missing there's something missing we don't know what it is there's something missing
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always the bouncer always the liar always like everyone always deceiving but believable always like everyone never the chancellor never the bully but always like everyone I can see the traces running in the fields where no one goes anymore not in the dance hall not over by the soda stand always like no one always the dreamer never the healer always like everyone
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we think about our enemies are friends we stick with them until the end it sounds strange that's how it goes so I know how it ends what you do seems small with tail so long we think about our enemies are friends we stick with them until the end until the end
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Invasion 02:29
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Every Day 02:11
every day another worry every day something new I need a break earth needs a break my brain needs to rest of a while every day another failure another breakdown coming up it's hard to hide still we try every day
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Back In Line 02:15
lying in wait dreaming and fearing hate scheming but believing I had a dream that was not mine to share so I do everything was back in line all we know will be back in time fearing healing kneeling but believing I had a dream that was not mine to share so I do everything is back in line all we know will be back one day
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what I really want to know is to see what came before us all visions in my head of what might have been as well all we know is getting to the point of what are we fighting for? I can't believe we exist at all and that anything is real there is no way to know how we survive at all all we know is getting to the point of what are we fighting for? imagine our world the one we will destroy imagine our world as it was and it will be
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Cornered 01:34
let me take a drive a ride to get far away I motioned for my feelings to hide today take the day off let me float away float away back in the room I can't get away feeling cornered today surrounded by books I will never read I'm cornered again but I found a way out and I'm on my way here we go and I will see you not cornered anymore
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tell me what did I see when I woke up in my dream it was strange to realize it was as real as it seems to be
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where do you go? where do you go? a distant blur on the street flying by I can't see your feet I bet they're moving after all I'll be t they're moving where do you go? trudging along I follow behind try to catch up no luck is all I find because you're always on the way to somewhere else you're always on the way to somewhere else I'm not welcome there you're always on the way to somewhere I will never learn about that's ok you're always on the way to somewhere I don't need to know you're always on the way to somewhere else
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Good Answer 02:15
this is why we wonder this is why we cry we want to know the answer without knowing why good answer deserves a question jump to conclusions is not for me I see it laid out in front of me seems to make sense but we don't know why good answer deserves a question like everything these days it's a lie and solves nothing at all good answer
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Mad 01:39
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I don't know where we are it doesn't seem familiar I don't remember traveling so far sliding down the bannister looking for the great escape take me down take me down I don't remember seeing things I cannot explain we've come so far not to know what's happening I wish I knew a pile of dust in front me sliding down the bannister looking for the great escape
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admiring the decorations floating with the admiration invitations tried but can't be true senses overloading everything expanding this all came about because of you and I stand admiring as I see everything it's too much to be reality but it's all I see so it must party of the century is here party of the century
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tough steps unwanted looking for some things to cheer me up when I can find them there's more to everything than sadness but I left my heart at the door screaming of the sirens nags at me makes me disappear still so near that I can touch still so near that I can touch please show me the part when I can laugh the candle is burning sideways trying to wrap my head around the wall please show me the part when I can laugh please show me the part when I can laugh please show me the part when I can laugh tell me when I can laugh
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What I Am 02:39
I ask myself what is the plan I don't know I guess I'll be just what I am what I am no other way for me to be at all there is no roof there is no lid I'm climbing out to see just what I did I'm seeing what I am and I don't care what that is no other way for me to be at all
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how can anybody see with a mind so closed? I couldn't do anything at all you know the ears work the eyes work too the mind controls everything I don't know how it's possible to move around and never learn at all it seems impossible it seems impossible to me how can anybody see with a mind so closed? I couldn't do anything at all it seems impossible it seems impossible to me

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released June 5, 2020

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DartAjax San Francisco, California

DartAjax represents the solo recorded output of David Leonard, of San Francisco, CA. He (me) has played drums in a number of bands and still does. He plays all the instruments in the DartAjax stuff (usually drums, bass, guitar, and vocals). He wrote and recorded all of these songs on his own. ... more

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